The feeling of disappointment just sucks. Perhaps this is what the statement '没有希望就不会失望' means. I guess human beings been human beings, we all have expectations of things around us. It is just impossible to stop expecting things isn't it? I don't know about you but I guess I have not attained the level to stop expecting things. But I guess I just never learn my lesson, after so many years and so much disappointments, I am still still holding on to the glimpse of 希望 and thus still disappointed time and time again.

This only proves me one thing: 人是泛贱 (pardon my chinese if I used the wrong 'fan')